Change Me As We Go

Archive for the month “July, 2012”

The Suspense

I’m feeling better. The increased dose has brought remarkable results. Don’t feel super hot anymore, not losing weight anymore (at least I think so), lower heart rate, and am able to walk for a few hours in the mall without any trouble. Today I even ran up to the GO train platform and was alright 😀

It looks like the doctor will be happy when he sees me next. I have a very small window of time between my doctor visit and my deadline to postpone my flight. Fingers crossed, I’ll be going to Mauritius on Friday. I haven’t been home in two years and it’s starting to feel like a very long time. Toronto is my new “home”, where I belong and feel most comfortable; but Mauritius is where most of my family stays and where I have the most incredibly happy memories.

I look forward to seeing some of my friends. I’ve known many of them for more than a decade now. Not a lot of people remain friends for such a long time. I feel so lucky to have maintained such great friendships. When I was young, my mom used to say “forgive because everyone makes mistakes” and I did. It was hard at first but I just hoped that one day it would prove worthwhile. I’m so glad I was able to do so. It’s not common for ex-bf/gf to be friends, even less crushes. It’s funny to look back on how things wouldn’t work out then. It’s even weirder that we’re still friends now.

Anyway, there is still a slight chance that the doctor might not let me go just yet, but I really hope I can leave on Friday. After two years of struggling with health, work and studies, I think I’ve earned myself a vacation 🙂

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